J9 can’t sleep since
her mother died stays up and
writes heartache in tears.
In mourning early morning
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J9 can’t sleep since
her mother died stays up and
writes heartache in tears.
Today J begins
flying not yet a driver
the sky’s the limit
We drive to where his
girlfriend’s dad says the haunted
tunnel is. We freak.
He drank to excess
so why am I the one with
the splitting headacne?
They walk the carpet.
We eat takeout Chinese and
scream for our favorites.
Bjork’s swan an urban
red carpet legend. Today
beauty takes no risks.
So hungry but the
dress fits stumble past photogs
smile stop nod pose smile.
Dreams of Oscars like
sugarplums dance in their heads.
Hollywood’s Christmas.
Tie dye gauzy tops
plaid goth skirts hemp necklaces
you know you need ’em.
Kid in candy shop
I dab on product in search
of my true colors.