like a song title
you can’t recall, like the name
of your first grade friend
Sleep eludes me
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like a song title
you can’t recall, like the name
of your first grade friend
Earthy smell of fresh
mud awakens winter-dulled
senses like coffee.
She calls, panicked, freaked.
Can’t breathe, can’t focus, can’t write.
I soothe, long distance.
Bad trim, worse blow dry.
Pitying looks from strangers.
Do I cut and run?
Neglected, ignored.
Like faithful dogs, blogs wait for
their masters’ return.
Some days she doesn’t
fit into her skin, too young
to be old this soon.
What we hold onto
owns us drowns us sedates us
slow death by shopping.
I type in a dim
dark room listening to surf.
There’s an app for that.
90 knows me well,
her sinuous curves — through five
states — lead me onward.
Unlike cold New York
you smile, take in all comers
with your midwest charm.