for S.
Without a ring she’s
uncertain, the baby no
guarantee he’ll stay.
for S.
Without a ring she’s
uncertain, the baby no
guarantee he’ll stay.
She talks of threesomes,
abortions, things her mother-
in-law would faint at.
“I’m telling you but
don’t worry, I’m fine,” she says.
I listen, but do.
She turned to cake, felt
herself melting, the devil
eating his way out.
When her voice leaves her
body, recorded, it’s a
stranger who comes out.
When she’s not funny
her raw candor grips readers
probing her deep wounds.
She didn’t want to
hold his hand, watch him eat bread
sloppily. The end.
for Cathy
Too sick for green beer
she stayed home, watched bad films of
leprechaun horror.
Late night TV a
wonderland of fast money
junkyard of trashed dreams.
You’re distant but near.
I live through your moods, friends, pix
vicariously.