Out of wedlock

for S.

Without a ring she’s
uncertain, the baby no
guarantee he’ll stay.

Not in polite company

She talks of threesomes,
abortions, things her mother-
in-law would faint at.

Candid confessions of a college-aged daughter

“I’m telling you but
don’t worry, I’m fine,” she says.
I listen, but do.

Weed laced with PCP

She turned to cake, felt
herself melting, the devil
eating his way out.

Hearing herself on CD

When her voice leaves her
body, recorded, it’s a
stranger who comes out.

Writer friend

When she’s not funny
her raw candor grips readers
probing her deep wounds.

First boyfriend breakup

She didn’t want to
hold his hand, watch him eat bread
sloppily. The end.

Surviving St. Patrick’s Day

for Cathy

Too sick for green beer
she stayed home, watched bad films of
leprechaun horror.

Channel surfing at 3 am

Late night TV a
wonderland of fast money
junkyard of trashed dreams.

Facebook

You’re distant but near.
I live through your moods, friends, pix
vicariously.